i wish...

Saturday, April 4, 2009

~ 6:31 PM ~

ok this post is so tht i cn remember this dream i had today.
it is indeed very very strange but well i shall continue.
it all started as far as i cn remember of me going all the way bck to my old house in ubi
the place in my dream was exactly the whole scenario of my old hse whr i stayed, tehe old letterbox stand, the small dug opening whr ppl cn throw their trash, right dwn to the stripped cat tht always sleep near the letterbox.
my old childcare centre was near my hse, and in tht scene, i could see myself walking towards the void deck, whr i could see all my old classmates.
i dunno y but in tht dream, there was a party.
in this party, its like all my old classmates, but there were already grown up same age as me.
then i saw this girl int eh midst, alone.
well i could recognise her, tht face of hers, i know i know her.
well somehow we recognised each other and blahs.
well, i dunno y but i know i've seen this person b4.
its like i met her quite a no. of times but its juz i cnt remember.
well we had a chat, n boy tht sure did rake up alot of stuff.
it was like we are some sort of very close friends when we were younger, its lik talking to a best pal.
its so freaking real.
and well, some other stuff happened,such as hang out n stuff, on the same day.
its kind of weird how long this dream was.
anw we chatted bout many stuff, and then i was woken by my father.
well, i tot tht was the end of it, but no
i dunno why, normally i would forget the dream and what i experienced aft i woke up, only small details.
but i cn remember everything clearly now, its weird.
well, the msot vivid detail was her face.
i dunno how but he rest of the day, i kept thinking bout her face, why it seemed so familiar.
very very familiar. evn during practice, i dno y but somehow i will stone evn though the orchestra is still going on.
btw this s wht happened today.
i wills ill be palying but im in a daze.
tht face, kept circulating thru my mind, places tht i saw her b4.
its so real tht its freaky, suddenly its like everything comes bck to me.
and 1 mre thing, i dunno how true it is but i cn somehow trace bck the places whr it seemed i saw ppl tht looked lik her. shopping centres, on the bus, on the street.
its so freaking real...
but now, wht i cn remeber is at the end of my dream, it was me n her juz lazing arnd at the staircase of the void deck below my old hse, juz lik casual chat.
somehow it seemed tht i felt happy at tht point of tym, like meeting someone finally aft a very long time.
the thing is, i CNT remember her name...
all i cn remember is her features... such as her looks, but its all getting blurry as i think bout it.
whats happening to me? it seems like tht there is a message thru all this but what is it? i wish someone cn tell me......